I Am A Donkey

A Quick Update!

2007-06-04T15:36:00.000-04:00

hey everyone. i know no one blogs anymore, but heres for the people who do and for the people whos blogs ive just posted on.

basically ive been chillin at home after finishing 1 extra semester of highschool at Maple High. i work twice a week by helping my parents out at their business. im currently lookin for a part-time or full-time job that lets me work any time durring the week, but not on the weekends because of praise practice + church, and the soccer league i joined which has games on saturdays and sundays.

im saving up for a new gaming computer for recently released, and up coming video games + im gettin into graphic design. i dont NEED a sick computer for that ofcourse, but it would be nice =). i will also be getting a laptop for basic word processing and whatnot for school. also my gaming computer that im building from scratch doesnt just come with a word processor like laptops do =).

so i guess since ive mentioned what im doing this september sorta, ill expand on it a bit more. im goin into graphic design at George Brown College! yay fun stuff. i think im graduating at PCA but ive really screwd up sofar. i havent sent in my thing due may 11 yet >< my bad! i have to go down to pca asap. i think ill do it tomorrow =). im goin down in the area for a b-day party for a friend of mine. i hope things go well. God has really graciously blessed me with this acceptance to George Brown... foreal... i mean like... my average coulda been around 55 if it wasnt for my art marks (3 grade 12 art related courses haha)

anyway that sums it up basically. go on msn plz! add me!!! sung_sae@hotmail.com dont delay! ciao!

why

2006-08-28T03:42:00.000-04:00

why You gotta be like that man.

AN UPDATE!

2006-08-15T19:51:00.000-04:00

hey everyone. i dont know who still blogs, but heres an update since i have internet and im not used to having internet so im trying to make the most of having internet :D so hows all your summers bin? excited for school? or university? or college? or wherever the heck your going? :D my summers been great. i found out some cool stuff like where i wanna go for post secondary school now :D and stuff like that. im gonna go to humber college to go into contemporary music and maybe jazz as well. i hear its the best for those, and york only offers orchestral stuff you know. i've had enough of not playing for more than half the music. well thats about it everyone. keep your faith in God guys. hes always there waiting for you to depend on Him!

Guitar

2006-01-26T01:58:00.000-05:00

well this blogs another blog for me to remeber what i wanna buy... well so far i bought 4 discs. they're all quite good, but best one is Collision from the David Crowder Band. so yeah heres another list:

-Guitar ($400-$700)
-Les Paul
-Ibanez
-PRS SE
-SG
-Line 6 Spider II ($275-$325)
-Pedal Set ($100-$450)

Price Range: $775-$1475

so prity much i need a job asap. i got some money to start off with. im hoping i can get at least the guitar by march break? possible? maybe. well hopfuly by may or june i'll have my full beginners set. i just finished my last exam, its 2am now after my long day of tasks. blah i feel so good.

Dohn

2006-01-10T03:55:00.000-05:00

daaaaaaang i gota update more often, even this one wont really be much of a blog. i've been thinkin about getting an acoustic guitar for quite some time. for those who dont know the difference between guitars, acoustic is the one with a hollow body and very big. (it is what it sounds like) but u know ive been playing electric style on the acoustic for a bit and then tried it on an actual electric... so i fell in love with the electric guitar. so im so gona get the electric eventually. jerome sugested this one called PRS SE Custom. he says it sounds nice and i love the colour. the problem is everyones got their own taste and jerome knows that too. so he sugested i just try a buncha electric guitars and see which one i like most. i think jerome and i'll go to long and mcquades or something during march break? we'll see. but first i need money. although im getting a job i recently found out that the game ive been playing (maple story) has ppl selling stuff on ebay. u can sell videogame items for money!! if i sold everything in my acount, i can get around 200-300 bucks!! now.. im deciding wether to play more (have fun) and get my account worth more, or sell some items and keep getting more stuff and keep selling, or just sell now. i doubt i will sell items here and there, because its not as fun, and ur barly getting money for small stuff u find. ive narrowd it down to... sell my acount in 1 month or dont sell till after summer break. i need sugestions ppl! if i play till after the break my account is potentially gona be worth 1500 bucks, but for the hours i put into it, its like getting payed 1 buck an hour. but like u know, u get payed to have fun XD. i duno but anyway, enough about maple story.... the main reason i started writting this blog is cause i couldnt think of a better place to put the list where i can remeber.

SO HERES THE LIST:
Chris Tomlin - Arriving
David Crowder Band - Collision
Passion - How Great is Our God
Charlie Hall - Flying into Daybreak
Starfield - Starfield
Switchfoot - Nothing is Sound
Soul Survivor 2004 - Living Loud
Tim Hughes - Keep It Real (writting Christian worship songs)

Maybe's:
David Crowder Band - Sunsets & Sushi
David Crowder Band - All I Can Say
Passion - Sacred Revolution
Relient K - The Anatomy of the Tongue in Cheek
Matt Redman - Blessed Be Your Name
Sonic Flood - This Generation
Deliriou5 - Access:D
Deliriou5 - The Mission Bell
Chris Tomlin - Live From Austin Music Hall
Switchfoot - The Beautiful Letdown
Soul Survivor 2003 - Anthem of the Free

So the ones im gona get forsure amounts to like 100 bucks minimulm... Christian cds are so expensive wow. all those maybes ill eventually get after i get my guitar, amp, and pedals. sooooo ill prity much never get them haha. ill buy them one at a time in between big purchases. the most i wanna spend on a guitar is 900 tax included (hopfully find one for around 400 w/out tax), amp 300 bucks tax included (hopfuly find a sale), and pedals im just goin all out. im gona get this set for around 100 bucks that jerome recomended, then im gona buy a whole bunch separate throughout my life. hopfuly eventually get around 7 pedals at the peek of my guitaring life. i still gota buy cymbals for my drum set. i need at least a crash and a ride. lol im gona be so poor when i grow up haha. i hope all u genius's give me some cash when ur rich.

so its 5:30 am right now and i cant sleep. <> WOW. yeah i slept after school when i got home for 8 hours -__-; so i guess ill be tired today at school again, oh man. wish me luck, my marks are like a vacuum. oh yeah and dohn is chingching in korean.

Passion

2005-11-24T22:30:00.000-05:00

Oh God, i surrender my all to You

Guys, i regret the crap i gave u all last year. i lead with a head lowerd from shame and weakness. i was lazy and unglorifying to God. theres only a do or dont. try does not exist with God. i drop all that is unholy and i will lead the school. my average now is 70% right on the dot. i promise ill raise it to the highest i can. PCA, if i start screwin up, u guys better tell me the right thing to do. its not a request. God commands you all to be accountable for eachother. Cmon, God's giving us all these chances to whats right. He is Love. Love is patient. when ur being patient, it means ur waiting for somthing. Gods not just sitting there; He's waiting.

Charlie Hall
Marvelous Light

I once was fatherless,
a stranger with no hope;
Your kindness wakened me,
Awakened me, from my sleep

Your love it beckons deeply,
a call to come and die.
By grace now I will come
And take this life, take your life.

Sin has lost it's power,
death has lost it's sting.
From the grave you've risen
VICTORIOUSLY!

Into marvelous light I'm running,
Out of darkness, out of shame.
By the cross you are the truth,
You are the life, you are the way

My dead heart now is beating,
My deepest stains now clean.
Your breath fills up my lungs.
Now I'm free. now I'm free!

Lift my hands and spin around,
See the light that I have found.
Oh the marvelous light
Marvelous light

Lift my hands and spin
See the light within...

I Need...

2005-09-06T21:56:00.000-04:00

-[EDITED]-

Textbooks that I need (ones I have now have stars):

- *Philosophy: Questions & Theories
- *The Crucible, Arthur Miller
- *The Great Divorce, C. S. Lewis
-Hamlet, William Shakespear
-Brave New World, Aldous Huxley
-Families Studies Book, (BLUE ONE)

i think i might add more later if i find out i need more, please post
ps. God Loves All of You

Uniforms Again

2005-09-05T22:52:00.000-04:00

Its the night before school, it was so unexpected, i still dont feel like its starting already. i found out school starts tomorrow early this morning. one half is like, man work.... but the other half is like, man, God! so ya, i guess the good way out balances the bad. ive been sinning a lot this summer, wasnt even trying to hold back. i need accountability. i guess im just being dumb about stuff again. its grade 12 HAHA i better start trying.... i said that at grade 9, and every year after that. i think this year will be different. again somthing i say every year. i geuss i have been improving every year tho. i just gota do my part, God already did more than enough. time to smarten up everyone. CMON 80% AVERAGE ANDY!!!

Summer

2005-06-13T18:13:00.000-04:00

holy FRIG, its so FREAKIN HOT, my goodness. have a great summer, i doubt ill post much till schools bout to start... later

Hangin Out

2005-06-08T21:51:00.000-04:00

today was cool, i was gonna go to sams house but wasnt able to. so i wanted to get outa the house so i met up with kawai and tim. the cool thing was that i met a friend from LESCON AGAIN, which is the elementry school me and kawai knew eachother in, back in grade 1. it was amazing, his names james, i know him as jamie, thats what everyone called him back then. he was always the funny guy. now that i remeber him i feel bad.... i think i bullied him back then ^^; anyway, im glad he didnt remeber me hehe. he hasnt changed, hes still the crazy joker from back then. today was really cool. although near the end, things fell apart, it was really cool.

My Best Friend!

2005-06-07T23:05:00.000-04:00

Yo guys, ive been writing a song, it has to do with PCA, and ya its all about God, and all the glory He deserves. maybe when im done ill post it or something. ya Jesus is truly my best friend, He is so awesome. finally schools over. im so relaxed.... ahhhhhh....... AAAAAHHHHHHH........ but it wont last long. i got summer school and a part time job as well as tons of other stuff. not to mention yonsoo's freakin scary post.... (read the post under "Darnish") ya well anyway... freaky.... OKAY, i cant stop thinking about it. plus i know the voice she would tell it in. its like the whole story is a LONG run on sentence with no breaths in between and because shes telling it like that, you cant breathe while she's saying it, and it hurts just to keep listening...... dang..... ANYWAY.......

JESUS U ARE MY BEST FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Darnish

2005-06-06T23:08:00.000-04:00

"darnish" -yonsoo

anyway, tim, sorry, that means its people without blogger's. u got xanga, so ur not a blog buddy thing. and tomorrow is my last exam, yay. bio and chem, (since i missed the exam today) horibly ill, still a bit hurting. im okay enough to concentrait even a little now tho. my new drumset is amazing. its so nice. its a wicked nice lookin red. not like the school. its like. WOH. ya so, i hear long and mcquades is having some sort of amazing sale? so ya im gonna go after exams and try to get some cymbals (if they have the ones i want for cheap) well untill next time.

what a pointless blog.... -_-

2005-06-03T20:54:00.000-04:00

This is something that i will buy later on, its a sick cymbal. i wanna get a ride, splash, and another crash, then maybe ill get this.

2005-06-03T20:53:00.000-04:00

This is the crash cymbal that will go with it, both have Brilliant finishes (meaning they are extra shiny and create a different sound)

2005-06-03T20:51:00.000-04:00

Im gonna buy a drumset soon. its prity much the same as bri's cept im getting it in midnight blue instead of black. These are the hihats im gonna get, FORSURE. they're sick!!

Givin It Up

2005-05-31T20:52:00.000-04:00

hey guys, im gonna make this short so when u see the length you'll wanna read it instead of avoid it. Satan is smart. hes got milleniums of experience about how humans work. he knows that when he tells us that its hard to give everything up to God, that we will believe him. ill tell u some serious truth, its not hard. it is easy. if u ignore satan and just try to give it all up, ull look back and think "frig that was easy". i dont challenge u to give it up, i challenge u to atempt, cause once ur ready to give it up, its just 1 easy tiptoe to God. He waits with open arms guys.

Last Lap

2005-05-25T22:13:00.000-04:00

Hey guys, were all on the last 2 weeks of school, sorta :) after exams its over, but meanwhile i got serious studying to do. well im gonna try my best to finish strong. right now i feel like throwing away my bio studying cause i dont think i can pass, but honestly, what would Jesus do? although i got like a 40 right now, i know if i pray my hardest, and do everything i can in my power to get that bio mark up, God can do what He wants through that. whether its His will for me to pass bio or not, im gonna do everything in my power to leave both options open. God i'll forever live for You and ill do my hardest to not fail You.

The Marathon

2005-05-14T21:53:00.000-04:00

the famine was amazing. Matt Wan, what a man of God. he truly spoke the message God wanted us to hear. i know that we all gota mission ahead of us. we see and hear things that happen around us and we stop what we're doing and think, "oh my gosh, thats awful, thats horible, i cant believe thast happening." yet we continue what we are doing right after and do nothing about it. there was a movie called Hotel Rwanda that we watched. its about the african war. it was prity much gencide. one man said something like this. "surely if we send them the video tape of what's happening, they will do somthing about it." and the other man replied "this will only stop them from eating dinner and continue again" isnt that true? we see whats happening around us, and do nothing about it. we stop and think about it, we think wow thats horible, and continue as if nothing was happening at all.

you know, Christianity is a race. not like the 50, 100, 200, or 400 metre dash. its a marathon. in the 50 - 400, its about winning, its about getting first place. that or nothing. theres a story that goes with this. there was an indian guy who spoke to me the other day in his sermon. he had a friend who was running a marathon. his friend came and asked him "do you want to run the marathon with me?" he replied "no, but i will go there to support you that day" so then the day of the marathon came. after the race started, time passed. eventually he saw people coming in, finishing up the race. he didn't see his friend. after a lot more time passed, he saw some old 70 yearolds come in and he started to laugh. lots and lots more time passed and he realized his friend still didnt pass the finish line. he laughed even more. eventaully he saw his friend come in and he just laughed and said "oh my goodness, you were creamed by everyone, these 70 yearolds passed you and everything, haha" and his friend replied "sam, it's not about who gets first," here i asumed he was going to say, it's about finishing the race, and because i asumed, the message would have been week if he said that line. but no, instead he said this, "- it's about finishing what you started" and i say amen to that. its about comitment. it dosnt matter who tackles us down durring the race. it matters that we get back up again.

im almost 100% sure that each and everyone of you who are reading this has made a commitment to God before. our christian life is about finishing and doing Gods will, to finish what you started. it dosnt matter how many times we stumble and fall. guys, get back up, finish what you started. it dosnt mater who gets there first, we end up spending eternity either with the winners or losers. chose your side.

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.
-Hebrews 12:1

I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.
-Timothy 4:7

Hunger Bites, Bite Back

2005-05-11T22:07:00.000-04:00

this is the night before 30 hour famine. im really excited, i finally get to see matt again after all these months!! incase a lot of you didnt know, Matt was the messenger of the day when i was saved. through him, God really taught me what it is to be a Christian. after that day, me and matt were tight. the coolest part is this, the time i was saved was 3 years ago at the 30 hour famine!!! which is tomorrow for a lot of us! im sooo excited. when people hungry and starving for the holy spirit, God will truly shine his light. im sorry R2L but i believe a lot of your planning will go down the drain. Matt tends to do that haha. maybe i shoulda told u that last week, or before that haha. i had a great feeling about retreat and retreat was amazing. i have a good feeling about the 30 hour famine. lets do the possible and let God handle the impossible.

Jesus, You Are The Saviour Of My Soul!

What The World Will Never Take

2005-05-09T21:18:00.000-04:00

With all I'm holding inside
With all hopes and desires
And all the dreams that I've dreamt
With all I'm hoping to be
And all that the world will bring
And all that fails to compare

You say You want all for me
I wouldnt have it any other way

I've got a Saviour and He's living in me
WHOA
I wana know
I wana know You today

You are the best thing that has happened to me
And the world will never take
The world will never take You away
No-one could ever take You away

Collection

2005-05-08T23:11:00.000-04:00

this is just a buncha lines from songs that popped into my head just cause they spoke a lot to me...

there is nothing like Your love
the enemy's been defeated
tell the world that Jesus lives
tell the world that He died for them
tell the world that He lives again
every move i make i make in You
salvation is here and He lives in me
You are amazing God
You're the only one that i could live for
everything is different
shout unto God with a voice of triumph

every waking moment, i try to make my life a prayer.

Lord You Are Good!

2005-05-06T23:22:00.000-04:00

Lord You are good
And Your mercy endureth forever
Lord You are good
And Your mercy endureth forever

People from every nation and tongue
From generation to generation

We worship You, Hallelujah, Hallelujah,
We worship You for who You are...
You are good!

You are good, All the time
All the time, You are good

God Rules

2005-05-05T23:31:00.000-04:00

God, i love You. i love how you change the school. i love how you're changing the world. i love being a tool for You. Lord let me glorify You and only You. let us fufill your mission. we are PCA, and we will bring the sound of faith to the world.

Hear our praises
Hear Your people sing
Hear our hearts cry
Your love is everything

Let our hearts break
As we praise Your name
LET THE EARTH SHAKE
THIS IS THE SOUND OF FAITH

And all will hear this shout
As the nations turn to You
AND THIS WILL BE OUR ANTHEM

CAUSE WE'RE ALL ABOUT YOU
and the world You promised
and all we have will give You praise
CAUSE WE'RE ALL ABOUT YOU
AND THE WORLD CAN'T STOP US
LIVING YOUR WAY, ALWAYS

And the walls will fall down
and relgion will break
And the nations will hear this shout
CAN YOU HEAR THE SOUND OF FAITH?

All the walls are falling down
As all the nations praise
And all the world will hear this shout
Can You Hear The Sound Of Faith?

Sticks

2005-05-04T16:16:00.000-04:00

Oh man! i broke another stick. i bought it just monday, i used it for the first time this morning for practice and at chappel they broke. the thing im bummed out about is that they cost 14 bucks and i dont wanna spend about 30 bucks in a span of a week for drum sticks. these were gonna be my favorite sticks too. i guess it was my bad tho. the church complained and mr vermont told me that the church was asking me to play softer. so that was when i realized i broke my stick. its all good, the worship produced today was priceless. u know i wonder if they sell sticks in a big bundle, that would rock. well if anyone sees somthing like that, PLEASE TELL ME :D and they have to be VIC FIRTH drumsticks, they're my favorite. i think im just gonna go back to the evolution model, it took me about 8 months to break those (both at the retreat). when i looked at the drumsticks today i was really bummed out cause i noticed i think there was a defect in the wood. im gonna see if i can get them exchanged today. see ya guys later.....

HALLELUJAH

2005-05-02T23:33:00.000-04:00

OH GOD, IVE SURRENDERED ALL AND DID YOUR WILL. YOU ARE SO AMAZING. YOU'VE REVEALED YOURSELF TO ME AND ALL PAIN IS GONE. LORD I HAVE A FIRE FOR YOU THAT WILL BURN SATAN BACK TO HELL. LORD U ARE SO AWESOME!!!! I DONT KNOW HOW BUT MY GOD YOU DO IT SO OFTEN!!! OH GOD BE WITH ME, OH GOD YOU ARE SO AMAZING, GOD I LIFT MY VOICE TO YOU!!!!!!!!

THE ENEMY'S BEEN DEFEATED
DEATH COULDNT HOLD YOU DOWN
WE'RE GONNA LIFT OUR VOICE IN VICTORY
WE'RE GONNA MAKE OUR PRAISES LOUD

SHOUT UNTO GOD WITH A VOICE OF TRIUMPH
SHOUT UNTO GOD WITH A VOICE OF PRAISE
SHOUT UNTO GOD WITH A VOICE OF TRIUMPH
WE LIFT YOUR NAME UP, WE LIFT YOUR NAME UP

THE ENEMY'S BEEN DEFEATED
DEATH COULDNT HOLD YOU DOWN
WE'RE GONNA LIFT OUR VOICE IN VICTORY
WE'RE GONNA MAKE OUR PRAISES LOUD

SHOUT UNTO GOD WITH A VOICE OF TRIUMPH
SHOUT UNTO GOD WITH A VOICE OF PRAISE
SHOUT UNTO GOD WITH A VOICE OF TRIUMPH
WE LIFT YOUR NAME UP, WE LIFT YOUR NAME UP

THE ENEMY'S BEEN DEFEATED
DEATH COULDNT HOLD YOU DOWN
WE'RE GONNA LIFT OUR VOICE IN VICTORY
WE'RE GONNA MAKE OUR PRAISES LOUD

SHOUT UNTO GOD WITH A VOICE OF TRIUMPH
SHOUT UNTO GOD WITH A VOICE OF PRAISE
SHOUT UNTO GOD WITH A VOICE OF TRIUMPH
WE LIFT YOUR NAME UP, WE LIFT YOUR NAME UP

I Have One Friend

2005-05-02T22:32:00.000-04:00

Thank You Lord! You are all i need. You're my one and only friend who i can trust forever and ever. there were many who tried to take your place but i swear Lord, You will never leave my heart.

The Red is what i feel

Hold me in Your arms
Never let me go
I want to spend eternity with You

And now that You're near
Everything is different
Everything's so different Lord
I know i'm not the same
My life You've changed
I want to be with You
I want to be with You

I stand before You Lord
And give You all my praise
Your love is all i need
Jesus You're all i need

My life belongs to You
You gave Your life for me
Your grace is all i need
Jesus You're all i need

Dont Underestimate Satan

2005-05-02T21:30:00.000-04:00

Guys, Gods bigger than satan, however, both of them are still bigger than us. dont u guys see? its not YOU AND ME who are strong enough to do anything. it has never been us who is strong enough. whenever we are strong enough, it is God who is strong enough and its those times when we depended on him and give him our all. the more we give to him, the more "seemingly" strong we got. but i swear to you all, none of you are strong. none of you can withstand Satans atack. u guys gota have God, and only God can ward off Satan. dont underestimate Satan. He will get u every time. i confess, he gets me more than daily. guys, its not You who is ever strong enough ever. Satan will kill you so bad if u ever think that. and if u think ur strong enough, satan will kill u worse. guys its not You who will defeat the enemy, but its God. Why do you think i give glory to God when i play drums and u guys complement me??? i didnt do anything special, God is the one who was strong enough to lead a worship so powerful. my main point isnt just, dont underestimate Satan. my main point is, dont underestimate God. cause ill tell you one thing forsure, you cant possibly overestimate Him.

Jesus, What A Friend

2005-05-02T18:44:00.000-04:00

today i lost a really close friend of mine. thanks to gosip, almost everyone knows who. although i totally miss her as a friend, i know God wanted me to just kill what we had. it wasnt much, but aparently it was too much in Gods eyes. i trust God and i will follow him forever. i just pray that i would stop liking this person....

wow... my first crush ^^; i feel so foolish. especially after all that God took away. but he can take everything away from me, and i will still follow because if it is his will, it is mine. i made promises to God all my life, and even tho i broken them many times, i still swear to keep doing my hardest not to stop. God, hear my praises. i love you so much, i would even destroy all my relationships with all my friends and family for You. i thank You for letting me have this heart that desires You first always. You are amazing God

Cry Number Four

2005-05-01T23:59:00.000-04:00

if God is with us, who can be against us?

Blog 3 In One Day

2005-05-01T20:30:00.000-04:00

will today never end? ive never experienced such torture. why why why.... im so weak! Jesus, King of Majesty, i love you. you've told me what to do, i will do it. my God, you are so awesome... You are glorious. You are the name above all names. your fame, resounds throughout heaven and earth. Jesus, You are the saviour of my soul. i lift up my hands. i surrender all. who am i to deserve such grace. i will go to the ends of the earth for You, just say it. this torture, ill sacrifice anything for You. this torture is nothing compared to the torture you suffered. i've received a glimpes of your pain, when the very people who nailed you to the cross were the ones who loved you so much. God, how do you do it? how do you handle the pain? Food wont satisfy my hunger. Lord i give everything up to You. Why Lord? Why her? of all people, why her? God u confuse me, but i know u know everything. u are so amazing Lord. Lord you have given me enough proof to shake the whole earth. i asked you to stop the rain and it stopped. i asked you to start it up again, it started up, i then asked again for it to stop. and even after all that i doubted. i asked you to let the sun shine. and the clouds cleared. why do You love me??!??!?? and Lord even after all that, you went further and further, You let me worship You. You let ME, a wretch, worship YOU. i nailed You to the cross, again and again, yet u still Love me. Indescribable, u are amazing Lord. how do you love the whole earth. yet the whole earth rejects You. I guess its people like elijah that keep You goin, waitin for another one. but ur God, i dont know. Lord, this is my cry. Lord i dont know how. Lord i praise you. Hallelujah, that You let me praise You. God, let Your will be done, cause Your will, is mine.

Dang

2005-05-01T18:13:00.000-04:00

MAN ive never felt so down. only 3 of u out there know what im talkin about! AHHH GOD the direction ur pointing me to... all i see is death and destruction, and i CANT EVEN SEE THE SLIGHTEST POSITIVE ABOUT IT. Why do u want me to do this??? WHY do you want me to go here? God im walkin this way, with faith, i know u got it undercontrol. but my goodness, it feels so pointless. please Lord... i have no idea why ur askin me to do this. what the heck!

Days Of Elijah

2005-05-01T01:00:00.000-04:00

for the first time in a long time, im very depressed. wow. i wanna say everything on this blog, but its way too personal. i dont want to share it with anyone. but i say all this cause im dying to share. i dont know if its God or Satan whos sending me these messages. i seriously need some prayer. dont pray that i will recover, cause i will recover, and theres no point in praying about somthing that will happen no matter what. i ask you guys to pray that no matter what happens, that i will follow Gods will, and nothing but His will.

something i realized just recently is that, dying for God is so easy, but living for him...

Retreat (part 2)

2005-04-30T00:56:00.000-04:00

the retreat was awsome, if u want more info, talk to me, or add me on msn. honestly, theres no broad way to put it to everyone other than, wow. God called a huge portion of the praise team not go to europe, and we obeyed. this was no ordinary, "spiritual high" retreat, i know this is different.

Retreat (part 1)

2005-04-25T23:10:00.000-04:00

Yo guys, somthings gonna happen, somthings stirin up. early this year, i was talkin with heidi, and at the time i decided to go to europe so i asked her, why arent u going to europe? and she said, God has a plan for me here, or somthing like that. all i remeber is that it was Gods will for her to stay. i was talkin to val latly and she said she backed down from the europe trip and i believe it was part of Gods plan. i myself backed down from the europe trip. i knew God was calling me to stay. there was no doubt in my mind. there were so many complications. i know somthings gonna happen this retreat. it may not shake the world. it might even just shake one person, but thats all that matters. i dont care what will happen, all i know is that i am following Gods will, and that i would do anything for him. I'm doin the possible, i know God ill step in and do the impossible.

This retreat's my first since its my first year at this school, (ofcourse ive been to others outside the school). ive never been so pumped up in my life. this is the first time i actually looked to God and said, God ill do your will 100%. ive always said, okay God ill do it for u, ill give u a full 90% or 95%. but because i surrendered all, ive been so pumped. Jesus you are so amazing. theres a certain person i wanna look after especially durring the retreat, i dont know why, but Gods really drawing me towards him. im on fire to do anything for God :) i pray all of you do too. mind u its not pleasure you seek in God, but its when you seek God you find pleasure.

So Tired

2005-04-24T02:20:00.000-04:00

its 2:20 am sunday morning...
i just wanna say a few things before i go to sleep.
I found an accountability partner, yay
Jesus is Good
I love Jesus
therefore I love Good
anyway, heres my main point...

My life has reached a new step in Christianity, i have no more downs. everyday is an up. i pray all of you reach this!

No Idea...

2005-04-20T23:38:00.000-04:00

wow, this has never happend to me before. im listening to a song called All For Love, by Hillsong United. yes from their new cd haha. well ive heard this song about a hundred times now, but it just clicked in, the true heart of worship. i absorbed the words, and suddenly i feel like crying. u know that pushy feeling around ur face and ur chest right before you cry? i feel that right now. i thought it would be nice to share that with everyone, and like usual, ill post the lyrics...

All For Love
Hillsong United

All for love a Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love heavens cried
For love was crucfied

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Drawn near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You

Let me sing all for love
I will join the angel song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all

All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You

Shine "All Day" Kinlocke

2005-04-20T22:23:00.000-04:00

This blog is dedicated to Kinlocke, one of my coolest friends :). hes always got the biggest smile in the school. some of you might laugh, but i think its his true light for God that makes it so big.

Verse 1:
I don't care what they say about me
It's all right, all right
I don't care they think about me
It's all right, they'll get it one day

Pre-Chorus:
I love you, I'll follow you
You are my, my life
I will read my Bible and pray
I will follow you all day

Verse 2:
I don't care what it costs anymore
Cos' you gave it all and I'm following you
I don't care what it takes anymore
No matter what happens I'm going your way

Chorus:
All Day
All Day now
All Day
I'll follow You

Bridge:
Anyone around can see
just how good you've been to me
For all my friends that don't know you
I pray that you would save them too

Donkey

2005-04-19T22:29:00.001-04:00

Your all probably wondering... What the heck? well ya the first time someone told me to say "repeat after me... I Am A Donkey" i was like, "huh? what the gay?"

I went to a retreat, it was actually more like a conference. it had workshops. one was based on praise. i went there. they guy started by askin, "who here is a leader of praise?" and thinking he meant, who here is on the praise team, i raised my hand, but then his second question was "okay, now who here is on their churches praise team?" and ever since that point, i felt like this guy made no sence. he kept saying weird stuff here and there, but it all tied together in the end.

this workshop was actually directed to those on a praise team. the main point was what worship is, and what we are to do as leaders of praise. we are just donkeys, (another thing i didnt get for a while) and he told everyone to repeat after him, "i am a donkey, i am a donkey" and it just stuck with me. he based this on the story about Jesus, when he rode a donkey. the path of leaves, you no. Jesus could have walked on his own, but he CHOSE to ride the donkey.

we all know, God dosn't Need us, but He chooses to use us anyway. and when He does choose us, He expects us to do it in His name. i am a drummer. when i drum up there on the stage, its not my goal to impress the people, but to praise God, and lead people towards God. ofcourse often i take the glory. i feel good about myself and think, yeah.. i did a good job. but i realized until you reach full humility, you will never be able to be a leader. im on the path towards humility.

When Jesus rode the donkey, the donkey did nothing but do Gods will and Gods will alone. He didnt take a piss break or accept any praise. the people were screaming and praising, but the donkey didn't take any glory. it was all directed to Jesus. i will do what i can to be like the donkey.

Dare to follow the path of God?

Help Please!

2005-04-18T22:24:00.000-04:00

im missing my brothers Hillsong CD Case Booklet, u know the thing u slide in the cover of the cd case??? ya well i lost it at school its pink and the album is Look To You by Hillsong United. Please and Thanks everyone!!

Shout Unto God

2005-04-17T00:47:00.000-04:00

Heres a wicked song in the new cd Look To You by the United praise team from Hillsong...

Title: Shout Unto God
Artist: Hillsong United

The enemy has been defeated
And death couldn't hold You down
We're gonna lift our voice in victory
We're gonna make Your praises loud

Shout unto God with a voice of triumph
Shout unto God with a voice of praise
Shout unto God with a voice of triumph
We lift Your name up
We lift Your name up

continued... Read Bible & Pray

2005-04-15T22:33:00.000-04:00

With the help of Helen, i found the lyrics to the duet sung at the concert by Helen and Heidi (who was also on the piano)

Title: Do They See Jesus In Me
Artist: Joy Williams

Is the face that I see in the mirror
The one I want others to see
Do I show in the way that I walk in my life
the love that youve given to me
my hearts desires is to be like you
in all that i do all that i am

Do they see Jesus in me
Do they recognize your face
Do I communicate your love
And your grace
Do I reflect who you are
In the way I choose to be
Do they see Jesus, Jesus in me

well Its amazing that you'd ever use me
but use me the way you will
help me to hold out a heart of compassion and grace
a heart that your spirit fills
May I show forgiveness and mercy
the same way you've shown it to me

Well i wanna show all the world
that you are the reason i live and breathe
so you'll be the one that they see
when they see me

Read Bible & Pray

2005-04-15T22:15:00.000-04:00

hey guys.

man i prayed to God so much. i told him all my thanks, and all my confessions. useing a similar thing from the donkey theme, i just humbled myself to God. when i did that, God expressed his love for me. MAN that duet heidi and helen did was soooo amazing. the lyrics touched my heart sooo much. after that i prayed and told him, God, all music is Your music, let me glorify You with all i can do plus more. so when i played lumbermans alphabet... i think thats what its called, i was prity much RIGHT on every single time. ive never done that since i have to wait and count about 60 measures. i usually lose count at 5, and wait till mr vernon to look at me and hint that im suposed to be playing. after that i think it was the Jazz peice. man what God did was amazing. theres no way i can play jazz like i did today. it was 0% skill, 100% Gods Grace. seriously, as all of you in orchestra know, i cant pull off a job like God did today. Thank God guys, He does so much for us that we can never accomplish alone.

Hillsong United - Shout To God

2005-04-12T22:13:00.000-04:00

The Enemy Has Been Defeated
And Death Couldn't Hold You Down
We're Gonna Lift Our Voice In Victory
We're Gonna Make Your Praises Loud

Shout Unto God With A Voice Of Triumph
Shout Unto God With A Voice Of Praise
Shout Unto God With A Voice Of Triumph
We Lift Your Name Up, We Lift Your Name Up

this is from their new album, look to You. this is a very powerful CD i recommend all of you who like the praises Hillsong Church sings to buy the cd aswell as watch the dvd included in the album.

Bleh

2005-04-12T22:07:00.000-04:00

Wow, Today was quite hectic. i was barly hangin' on there. im happy i was on devos today, it really powered me up to survive the rest of the day from lunch on...

[World Religion]
[Chemistry]
[Biology]

Although today the work load was less, that bio test really got me bummed out through the first two classes. tomorrow will be the best day of my life.

live your life like its the best like that guy said last chappel. wow that was powerful. Jesus thanks for alowing me to live another day in your world.

Monday Night

2005-04-11T21:03:00.000-04:00

Well, its monday night... so much stuff to do...
we got like stuff due tomorrow, and bio test. i gota math test coming up. i got devos tomorrow and i have no idea what to speak about.

ive surrendered all i have to God and im just ready to see what happens. I pray that all of you just chill.

Revolution

2005-04-09T21:12:00.000-04:00

Hey guys. i duno if u know this, but we are the generation. we are the ones who will make a change in the world today. God dosnt need us, but he chooses to use us. Why? because God knows best and no mater what he plans, its our duty to follow it. if God does a better job using me rather than strike lighting at every non christian, then so be it. i liked that 1 meeting we all had, it was alright... but we gota actually commit, im not gonna plan it. next time i just feel it, im gonna yell it out again. Guys, u dont need someone else to spark somthing. God has called you. its up to you to accept it or not. you're "someone else", you take the responsibility. and if this didnt impact any of u, it dosnt matter. im here to do what i can for God. my prayer is that all of you can walk the walk of God.

Wanna Blog Me?

2005-04-06T21:37:00.000-04:00

anyone whos gota blog, and is my friend, just leave a post here and ill add u up AND check urs out :D so feel free. if u want my email address its sung_sae@hotmail.com

Hillsong / Download

2005-04-05T23:05:00.000-04:00

hey guys, my bro just got the new Hillsong United CD, its soooooo wicked, like WOO, its so insane. its soooo good, its unbelievable. i recomend all of you buy it. which reminds me...

guys i know some of u claim to have no money, and no time, but if u really search, you will find that you have access to money and access to time. dont download songs or movies unless permitted. guys this is such a big issue, i used to download songs like crazy too, but i deleted them all cause i realized its a BIG sin. guys, its good u are lisetning to Christian music and all, but seriously, who steals a bible and calls it a righteous act? try your best to buy cds and whatever, just avoid downloading, unless its from that really cool site, i forget what its called but i think its like matt redman, he gives out a free song monthly... anyway, ill add that in later cause i forget it. well ofcourse there are other legit downloads, but if you really want to argue this out, just think about it this way. What Would Jesus Do?

Remember

2005-04-05T00:25:00.000-04:00

hey guys, i finally looked back at my blog and read the very first reponse from curt. and it really reminded me, there are so many ways to serve God, here goes it.

Thanks Lord for all my friends, they're always there for me. their love is truly likes yours. from what i see, it is unconditional. Lord you provided me so much. although u take away, you've blessed me with so much more.

Guys, just wanted to tell u. Jesus Christ died for us 2000 years ago, and its not our job to do anything about it. if u are Christian, then that means youve accepted the gift given to you before your birth. for everyone, your salvation coudlnt have been earned, it was given to you a long time ago. for those who havent accepted it yet, go and take it, cause theres no cost. for those who have accepted it, heres a reminder. did you accept it cause You Loved Christ? Christ loves you very much. its unconditional. its not our duty to do "deeds" or "acts of kindness". it is out of our own love for him that we will show these fruits of salvation. if God asks you to do something, dont do it cause you owe him, do it cause you love him, and from there, your "works" for him will be a joy. a favor is out of love, not cause its our job. if you are doing works because its a job, ill tell you the truth, they are meaningless. you may cast demons out in his name, and give to the poor, but if ur doing it cause u "have to" then you arnt doing anything at all. i promise you, he will say "i dont know you" he will say that in ur face in front of the world. guys, stop if you are, doing things from force. if u need help doing it out of love, you need help.

heres a tip that i used recently. God called me to do somthing, when he told me to do it, i hoesntly just said, no, i wont, im not ur guy, and this isnt the time or place to. but God didnt stop, he just kept asking me to do this favor for Him. so then i looked down, and i saw the necklace i was wearing. it had a cross on it. when i saw that, i remebered that Jesus died for me, he didnt just die, he tortured himself. i remeber when i saw the passion, i looked at peter and thought, what the heck. why is this guy so scared, why dose he deny Christ? and i had this crazy psycological rant in my head getting pissed off at peter. but at that time, when God was asking me to do such a small favor, it was me running away denying Christ. in my head i was thinking, well the reason im not doing it is valid, and Jesus might not even be asking this of me, maybe its just me. and above all i thought, im not denying Christ when i do this. but i was, i was saying, Jesus, im gonna do it my way not urs. but after i remebered the cross and the love that He gives, i surrendered, and i did what He asked me to do.

Create your own reminder guys, remeber, Jesus isnt asking for much.

Alrighty then

2005-04-05T00:08:00.000-04:00

hey guys, wassap, i just posted lionels blog, guys if u have it go post on it to. its regarding our grad trip. and sorry to Mel, John, and Luya, for not being able to make it today. i got the stomach flu and i probably WILL be coming to school tomorrow. thanks guys for tellin me what i missed. see everyone tomorrow!

hey

2005-04-04T20:42:00.000-04:00

im back to blogging, ill start up now... starting when tehres somthing good to talk about. bye

Welcome

2005-01-07T23:30:00.000-05:00

Hey everyone, dis is Andrew

hey guys, people from PCA and Naomi, if u happen to find my site haha. i guess thats all i know who goes on blog thingy. well if anyone from HMPC has blog and has told me this coming sunday, then definantly hello to u 2.

everyone seems to have a blog thing so i guess it would be nice if i had one too, talk to ya later