Retreat (part 1)

Yo guys, somthings gonna happen, somthings stirin up. early this year, i was talkin with heidi, and at the time i decided to go to europe so i asked her, why arent u going to europe? and she said, God has a plan for me here, or somthing like that. all i remeber is that it was Gods will for her to stay. i was talkin to val latly and she said she backed down from the europe trip and i believe it was part of Gods plan. i myself backed down from the europe trip. i knew God was calling me to stay. there was no doubt in my mind. there were so many complications. i know somthings gonna happen this retreat. it may not shake the world. it might even just shake one person, but thats all that matters. i dont care what will happen, all i know is that i am following Gods will, and that i would do anything for him. I'm doin the possible, i know God ill step in and do the impossible.

This retreat's my first since its my first year at this school, (ofcourse ive been to others outside the school). ive never been so pumped up in my life. this is the first time i actually looked to God and said, God ill do your will 100%. ive always said, okay God ill do it for u, ill give u a full 90% or 95%. but because i surrendered all, ive been so pumped. Jesus you are so amazing. theres a certain person i wanna look after especially durring the retreat, i dont know why, but Gods really drawing me towards him. im on fire to do anything for God :) i pray all of you do too. mind u its not pleasure you seek in God, but its when you seek God you find pleasure.