Blog 3 In One Day

will today never end? ive never experienced such torture. why why why.... im so weak! Jesus, King of Majesty, i love you. you've told me what to do, i will do it. my God, you are so awesome... You are glorious. You are the name above all names. your fame, resounds throughout heaven and earth. Jesus, You are the saviour of my soul. i lift up my hands. i surrender all. who am i to deserve such grace. i will go to the ends of the earth for You, just say it. this torture, ill sacrifice anything for You. this torture is nothing compared to the torture you suffered. i've received a glimpes of your pain, when the very people who nailed you to the cross were the ones who loved you so much. God, how do you do it? how do you handle the pain? Food wont satisfy my hunger. Lord i give everything up to You. Why Lord? Why her? of all people, why her? God u confuse me, but i know u know everything. u are so amazing Lord. Lord you have given me enough proof to shake the whole earth. i asked you to stop the rain and it stopped. i asked you to start it up again, it started up, i then asked again for it to stop. and even after all that i doubted. i asked you to let the sun shine. and the clouds cleared. why do You love me??!??!?? and Lord even after all that, you went further and further, You let me worship You. You let ME, a wretch, worship YOU. i nailed You to the cross, again and again, yet u still Love me. Indescribable, u are amazing Lord. how do you love the whole earth. yet the whole earth rejects You. I guess its people like elijah that keep You goin, waitin for another one. but ur God, i dont know. Lord, this is my cry. Lord i dont know how. Lord i praise you. Hallelujah, that You let me praise You. God, let Your will be done, cause Your will, is mine.