Jesus, What A Friend

today i lost a really close friend of mine. thanks to gosip, almost everyone knows who. although i totally miss her as a friend, i know God wanted me to just kill what we had. it wasnt much, but aparently it was too much in Gods eyes. i trust God and i will follow him forever. i just pray that i would stop liking this person....

wow... my first crush ^^; i feel so foolish. especially after all that God took away. but he can take everything away from me, and i will still follow because if it is his will, it is mine. i made promises to God all my life, and even tho i broken them many times, i still swear to keep doing my hardest not to stop. God, hear my praises. i love you so much, i would even destroy all my relationships with all my friends and family for You. i thank You for letting me have this heart that desires You first always. You are amazing God